Wow...it is fast approaching. Today I went to the bank and got the certified check for my surgeon...suddenly I felt scared. Haven't really been scared up to now. But now it suddenly seems real. YIKES. Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.
And, as long as I am freaking myself out...I also finalized my Will today. I wanted to make sure everything was legally taken care of in case something happens. It isn't like I have a ton of money or anything...just a simple will (kids go to ex or in his absence my brother, I want my organs to be donated and my body cremated, and I don't want to be kept alive artificially). That simple will was over 50 pages in length, required 5 signatures and notarization and witnesses. Good grief. But it is done.
Still on liquid diet. Want to gnaw my arm off. I wonder if this is how cannibalism started?
Tried several more protein sources. Haven't found any more that I really like. I found a chocolate and vanilla that were tolerable but had an aftertaste. Will keep trying more. Would like to have a few choices so I don't get sick of one protein after surgery.
Funny story...was at the coffee shop doing my will and the lady who worked there asked what we were working on. I told her it was my will and that I was having surgery Tuesday in Tijuana. She asked what kind of surgery and I told her. She said she had a friend who did it 8 months ago in Tijuana and he looks great. Turns out it was the same surgeon as well. "It's a small world after all..."
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